O, what to a child of God can be bitter than to be given
over to be chastened by his own iniquities?
“Thine own wickedness shall correct
thee, and thy backslidings shall reprove thee.” – Jer. ii. 19. I ask again,
What is more aggravating, what can inflict more cruel torture to those who are
born of God, than to be for a time as it were, given up as a prey to the
vilenesses of our flesh; when sinful thoughts as ravaging beasts of prey rove
through the land, biting and devouring, and laying waste every pleasant thing!
Ah, then my vineyard is eaten up and trodden down. (Isaiah v. 5.) “Ephraim is
joined to idols: let him alone.” When God saith this, it is to chasten Ephraim,
and in the end he will make him heartily sick of idols, and Ephraim shall cry,
“What have I to do any more with idols?” – Hosea xiv. 8. O, the deceitfulness
of sin! Have you ever been in that wretched place where you have brooded over
some injury or fancied injury that you have received at the hands of someone,
and have found yourself indulging hard, bitter thoughts? Do we forgive them
their trespasses? O no, we are deceived by our vile hearts (which are deceitful
above all things and desperately wicked) to think that we are justified in
harboring and nursing our injured feelings, and vile, unforgiving spirit that
has taken possession of us. So from morn till eve, we brood over the wrongs that
have been inflicted upon us till the sunlight and blessedness of our life is
gone. O, an unforgiving spirit is a fretting sore that, as it were, eats out our
very life; it will so torture and vex the soul till at length it will bring us
into the depths of hell. O, beloved of God, I know it is so, for my soul has
bitterly proved it. If captivated with an unforgiving spirit, we shall be
driven by it into realms far off from God. The Lord delighteth in mercy, he
abundantly pardons, (Micah vii. 18,) and he says by the mouth of the apostle
Paul, “Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamor, and evil speaking,
be put away from you, with all malice, and be ye kind one to another,
tender-hearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath
forgiven you. Be ye therefore followers of God, as dear children.” O, how
blissful are the realms of forgiveness! When God has sore chastened us beneath
our own unforgiving spirit, when he has shewn us how unlike Jesus we have been,
then he has brought us to loathe ourselves, and we have cried unto him to
deliver us from our hard feelings, to quench and quell our unchristlike spirit,
and we have implored him to give us a kind and tender heart, that compassion
and love might rule in us. Ah, when we have with shame and grief confessed our
guilt before the Lord, and his own pardoning love again we have felt, then by
faith we know that in God’s presence is fullness of joy and pleasures for
evermore. O, the blessedness of the man whose iniquities are forgiven, whose
sins are covered, and a kindred blessedness is also our pleasant portion when
we feel in our very heart we forgive everyone his trespasses against us. Sometimes
the voice of our God I hear saying, “Examine yourselves whether ye be in the
faith; prove your own selves.” Those precious words have been to me as the
light of God’s eyes penetrating my wayward, dark path, and I have felt, “Thou
God seest me.” One glance of thine, eternal God, pierces all nature through. No creature is manifest in his sight, but all things are
naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do. O, dear kindred
in Christ, I am not able to tell you fully how this glorious truth affects me when, with divine power, it falls upon my spirit; a sacred awe possesses me. I have trembled at the presence of the Lord and have felt how dreadful this place is. “His eyes behold, his eyelids try the children of men.”
“Great
God, thy penetrating eye.
Pervades my inmost powers;
With awe profound my wondering soul
Falls prostrate and adores.”
In the light of God’s countenance I have seen that I was
out of the ways of pleasantness, and the paths of peace; I have felt that his
reproofs were in love, and that he was full of tender mercy toward a poor
sinner, and I have mourned before him and cried, I have gone astray like a lost
sheep; take me out of all the entanglements of my iniquities, and let me not
forget thy commandments. My way, since first with affection I thought upon the
Lord, has been so intricate, such a riddle, blessedness and sorrow have been my
heritage, my attainments have been few, and my non-attainments are ever before
me; sweet peace I have known, victory I have tasted, but at times I have such a
bleared view of it all, that my whole life appears as a succession of defeats,
failure after failure, an utter failure am I. Yet in the midst of these
failures and defeats I have been taught by the Comforter to look with all my
heart to our dear Savior, to the fountain of his precious blood shed for the
remission of sins, then thus believing, strength has been given me, and in my
heart has been the song, “We shall be more than conquerors through him that
loved us.” It is written, “I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even
to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his
doings.” – Jer. xvii. 10. This essential attribute of Deity is ascribed to our
Lord Jesus Christ, (Rev. ii. 23,) declaring his own essential Deity. When I
have contemplated this I have felt to rejoice with trembling before him; yes, I
have supplicated our glorious Mediator, “Search me, O God, and know my heart;
try me, and know my thoughts; and see if there be any wicked way in me, and
lead me in the way everlasting.” I believe he answers my prayers, shewing me
often that I am a poor, sinful worm, yes, and I believe he leads me in the way
everlasting. This precious and divine way is indeed the path of life, (Psalm
xvi. 11,) the highway of holiness, (Isaiah xxxv. 3,) the new and living way,
(Heb. x. 20,) wherein by faith we walk in peace with God. See the vast
multitudes chasing after very soap-bubbles, religious myths, fine spun
theories, heartless, hairsplitting metaphysics, which they vainly believe, and
would have others accept as the religion of Jesus Christ. Ah, my Savior and
Friend, the Author and Finisher of the faith of all the elect, let me live by
faith in simplicity on Thee, that precious faith may be in my mouth and in my
heart saying, Christ descended and is risen from the dead, and hath ascended on
high, the first-fruits of them that slept. (Romans x. 8.) This is the
everlasting way from sin to holiness, from the curse to blessedness, from death
to life, from earth to heaven, from Satan to God, and those who are sanctified
by the Spirit walk therein in faith and love to God and to the way everlasting.
The gracious and efficacious work of the Holy Ghost in the hearts of the
redeemed is far beyond bare theories of doctrine in our natural intellect. By
his almighty power there is wrought in us the fear of the Lord. (Jer. xxxii.
40.) And what is this precious fear of the Lord! It is a fountain of life to
depart from the snares of death. This fear of the Lord is to love him, to hate
all evil; yes, this fear is such that the Lord and every revelation of his will
is held fast in our hearts in holy and affectionate reverence.
FRED. W. KEENE.
North Berwick, Maine.
Signs Of The Times
Volume 68, No. 10.
MAY 15, 1900.
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